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Changing trains recently I got caught in a strong crosswind in the station. I stopped, letting the wind crash into me. Stopped there to feel it.  I may be at that stage of anxiety where I want to feel something. It's not that I'm numb it's the constant buzz of anxiety. I want to be in the rush of something. I want to connect these feelings to something...because situations, conflicts, problems give the anxiety a context and hopes for solutions. I am looking for causes for this anxiety and fixating on things...chasing them as if they may help.

My next shrink appointment is in about 48 hours. I probably should have rescheduled and bumped it up a week.

The Kitchn Cure isn't as absurd as it was last year. I continue to do it because it gives me tasks. It gives me some small section of my kitchen to "cure" and gives me an idea of how many things to tackle are "too many things."

The Kitchn Cure Day 11: Monday, August 25
Assignment: Declutter the pantry and make a donation box. Make a list of anything you're missing or need.
The Kitchn Cure Day 12: Tuesday, August 26
Assignment: Clean and organize your pantry shelves, or wherever you store

Once more, it would make little sense for me to declutter...put everything back into place and then take everything back out to clean.

First, let's look at unrealistic pantry pictures from the Kitchn




These kitchens belong to no tribe of my people.

Now my before and after shots.
IMG_0454
IMG_0455


Something from my pantry I will never be able to get rid of...

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Date: 2014-09-01 01:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] parasitegirl.livejournal.com
Aspiring superheroes are just exhausting. The worst if when they try to leave a crime site better than they found it. It fucks up the chain of evidence like you wouldn't believe.
Edited Date: 2014-09-01 03:56 pm (UTC)

Date: 2014-09-01 08:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mekyria.livejournal.com
You run a pretty organized kitchen even before you started the cure! Is that silver phone a landline?

Maybe you can give the cofee to a homeless guy, or give it to a coworker that looks like he/she needs a boost.

Date: 2014-09-01 01:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suzycat.livejournal.com
That looks bloody good.

I was suddenly filled with the desire to paint my kitchen pale yellow and the beige cupboards black, keeping the wooden ones wooden, on my way to work today. SHOULD I? This is much more important than cleaning it up you understand.

Date: 2014-09-01 10:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sageincave.livejournal.com
Cleeeaning!

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