Permission

I can officially show some of my students at the end of the year show!

link here!

Balcony thoughts.

I guess it makes sense to actually plan gardens. I've only been at this for a few years. I know that making this balcony work will mean getting rid of a few planters...because in previous years I've bought and planted willy-nilly.

First I started moving around the planters, and cinder blocks, I already have.( Pictures )

100 Days of Goodbyes, Day 48-49: HAHAHA balcony.

That stuff I said about the anxiety spikes being gone? Not so much correct.

Thursday after work I got a HUGE dose of it. "OMG, MY HEART IS BEATING SO FAST" kinda fun. Like someone gave me speed but forgot to include the feeling of boundless un-earned confidence.

The timing wasn't bad though. I had dance classes to teach but I was up-to-date on my choreography stuff.

But...well...as you can see I attacked the balcony. Better it than some poor sod who doesn't deserve it.

Today, still in that mild frenzy, I did change asthma-allergy doctors. I'd taken the day off, albeit unpaid...because doctor hunting is always anxiety-inducing on the best of days and there is nothing for me to do at work right now.

I continue to look forward to non-recyclable plastic trash day (Monday!) because I hit the studio AND my balcony hard today. I will be able to get a table and chair out there!
( Progress! )